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Being a Writer: Some Questions and a Celebration

Being a Writer: Some Questions and a Celebration

Ser escritoras: preguntas, y una celebración

Adriana Díaz Enciso

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During these weeks of quiet, of silence made up of breeze or wind, the rumour of the River Esk down there, soft rain, and birdsong, I often think—inevitably—of the Scottish poet William Drummond, contemporary of Shakespeare, who lived in this place almost the life of a recluse, devoted to reading and writing. After all, this was his house.

I am writing this during the last week of my stay at Hawthornden Castle, an international residency for writers in Midlothian, Scotland, which is possible thanks to the foundation established by Drue Heinz (1915 – 2018, philanthropist, patron of literature and the arts, editor and, back in the 1950s, an actress). I am thinking of the long line of human connections that make the peace, development and welfare of others possible—a much more solid and lasting line, I’d like to think, than that which carries death and destruction, of which we are so painfully aware nowadays.

I can see from my desk the crowns of tall pine trees, birches, beech and I don’t know how many other species, some ancient, of the woods surrounding the castle which seem to stretch into infinitude, with full awareness of the generosity that we, the six authors gathered here during the month of September, are recipient. (This month, by chance, all the Fellows are women.) Having four weeks of quiet to devote ourselves to our craft, without having to worry about anything else, a rare privilege for most authors, surrounded by a scenery of extraordinary beauty, is the fruit of the remarkable generosity of the Hawthornden Foundation, and there is also great generosity in the exceptionally kind treatment we are subject to at the hands of the whole team, the exquisite food, the care for our comfort and wellness shown by Hamish Robinson, director of the Castle, and his intelligent, sensitive presence and sense of humour—not to mention his patience.

            In such surroundings, and in such excellent conditions, I think it’s important to consider that generosity; to be aware of the expansion of mind and spirit that it makes possible. Foundations like this one, patrons of the arts such as Drue Heinz was, Hamish leading the running of the castle understand, on the one hand, the importance of the arts and literature and, on the other, how precious tranquillity, time and space are for the practice of a craft which is often arduous and devoid of these three basic elements, since society at large has never fully understood—and probably never will—that what writers and artists do matters.

            Talking with the other authors at the residency, I can get an idea of the challenges they face, which, to a greater of lesser extent, we all share, regardless our nationality, race or the country where we live. We talk about our experience in a world which is ever more competitive, hostile to literature despite the stridency of a considerable proportion of the publishing industry, and, the way things stand now, frankly hostile to human existence. As days go by, in this nurturing silence, it becomes clearer to me that being here, following our somewhat monastic routine of silence, reading, writing and walks, is not about adding stars to our CV, or adding weight to the puerile load of the artist’s vanity. It is an opportunity not only to work on our craft, but to reflect on what that craft really means.

            Being here, on top of this cliff surrounded by woods, half an hour from Edinburgh and yet so far from the world, is doubtless beneficial. I have looked at the news’ headlines barely once a week, without dwelling on them for more than a few minutes, because getting some distance like this is also vital, once in a while, in order to regain strength to face the world. Trump’s visit to the UK; the Unite the Kingdom rally against immigrants organised by the far-right activist Tommy Robinson and Elon Musk’s speech, the escalation of horror in Gaza and Ukraine feel rather distant from here, and yet I know they are not; I know that the turmoil and chaos of our horrific moment in history will be waiting for me on my return to London, and that this transitory retreat, this immersion in the deep silence made of wind, the flowing river and, at night, the owls’ hooting is salutary precisely because it allows us to touch in more depth the root of things, this strangeness of being human, in this world made of violence and beauty—both, in essence, incomprehensible. I trust that this silence will help us go back to the hubbub of the world with at least a bit more presence of mind, with the seed of some new form of wisdom.

And aren’t reflections of this sort, ultimately, the foundation of our work as writers, beyond any immediate historical juncture? I realise that I came here not only to write, but to wonder what it means to be a writer, in this world, at this time. In this stillness, where things simply are (the light, the stone the castle is made of, the buzzards in their flight), while we toil on our texts, I am acutely aware of the tension which inevitable affects every writer’s life, torn as we are between being and the mask, between the struggle for survival when our craft is incomprehensible for most of society, and the need to create a sincere work, in Pessoa’s sense of that word. I quote (from the English translation by Edwin Honig and Susan M. Brown of a selection of his work which I found in one of the castle’s libraries): ‘I call those things insincere . . . that contain no essential metaphysical idea, or let’s say where no notion of the seriousness and mystery of life passes like a wind’.

             How to honour this imperative of literature, which is an imperative of life? How not to forget, surrounded as we are by the ever more meretricious laws of the publishing market? How do we find shelter from the noise and the inane vanity fair, and keep on writing, and survive? I gather that the battle lies between being a writer in an existential sense and being a merely “professional” writer. Not that professionalism is not important, of course. It is essential in our craft, as in any other, but what we must never forget, those of us who do this as a living, is that efficiency in writing is never the same as excellence, and even less transcendence.

            Did Drummond take too far his distancing from the world, sheltered by the landscape that he loved and which was solace in his moments of greatest grief? I don’t know. The temptation must have been hard to resist, being the owner of the haven that Hawthornden Castle unquestionably is. Drummond knew well of the transience and vanity of human pursuits, and here, in this silence, he had the chance to ponder on the true worth of things. Seeing a body of rain gliding through the dense wall of trees rising high above the rock, like a ghost illumined by the afternoon’s bright sunshine beneath these ever-changing skies, must have been an effective antidote against, for instance, his renowned visitor Ben Jonson’s streams of gossip in 1618.

            In any case, I am deeply grateful for the opportunity granted by the Hawthornden Foundation, in the thoughtful care of the whole team working at the castle and that of Hamish Robinson, its charming director, not only of coming here to write, but to ask ourselves this kind of questions.

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Since we’re talking about the meaning of being a writer, of its vicissitudes and rewards, and of the need for society to acknowledge the worth of such a calling, I want to celebrate here that Mexican writer Ana García Bergua has been granted the Inés Arredondo Literature Award this September.

            García Bergua, novelist, author of short stories, chronicle and other wonderful texts that resist classification, is paramount in Mexican contemporary letters. I was fortunate to meet her over 30 years ago, during one of the gatherings of Fellows of the Fondo Nacional para la Cultura y las Artes, when we were both still considered “young creators”, in the glorious port of Veracruz. Thus started a deep friendship, with a strong foundation on our literary vocation and our love for the work of several authors. Out of that Young Creators grant was also born Ana’s first novel: El umbral. Travels and Adventures, an extraordinary book which, in its admirable balance as it situates its characters between the realms of the fantastic and the everyday, in its beauty, imaginative richness, erudition and humour, without skirting the thorniest manifestations of human pain, was a firm basis for what would come later in her prolific career. That novel is now a classic in our literature.

            Since then, Ana has led us in a journey through diverse settings not only in space, but in time, in her novels Rosas negras, Púrpura, Fuego 20, Isla de bobos, La bomba de San José, in her many collections of short stories, in her books of chronicle and what we perhaps may call vignettes such as Postales desde el puerto (a loving and accurate view on Veracruz) and Pie de página, and the delightful Waikikí, a novel written in collaboration with author Alfredo Núñez Lanz.

            The irruption of alternate worlds in much of her work, in the form of either fantastic or (perhaps) supernatural elements, works as the counterpoint for the sharp and impeccable representation of the human condition in this bewildering world of us, where the mundane and the most complex metaphysical glimpses live side by side, inseparable. García Bergua is a meticulous and discerning observer, and nothing in our human condition escapes her. Her characters reveal to us what we are, or what we might too easily come to be, often through an irrepressible sense of humour, unique in Mexican literature nowadays. Joined to this humour, and to the author’s powerful imagination, the absurd reaches truly dazzling peaks. But Ana doesn’t mock her characters. Her narrative voice, it seems to me, is a subtle mix, rare in our literature, of perspicacity and innocence. The perspicacity shows human weakness just as it is, without allowing for any kind of concealment. The innocence, in the best and profoundest sense of the word, allows her to describe even the most preposterous actions of her characters with a sympathetic gaze, never passing judgment.

            What I am trying to define here as innocence is, ultimately, a form of wisdom. Tough Ana’s work makes us laugh (indeed mercilessly), we cannot define her in any way as a comedy author. García Bergua knows of human pain, and behind the absurd scenes in which many of her characters are involved we often find a profound melancholy, wounds of all sorts, the fragility we all share. Her familiarity with pain as a narrator can be found, as I have said above, as far back as in El umbral, her first novel. In other of her works it is clearer and more direct, as in the heartrending Isla de bobos, but it is always hovering there, and we are very lucky to have among us a writer who can touch pain in depth whilst delivering books that it’s an utter joy to read.

            Another important element in Ana’s work is the historic recreation of Mexico in past times, vivid and credible thanks to her penetrating skill as a historian and her attention to detail, nurtured by her experience as stage designer. In an email that I sent to her around a year ago, I told her: ‘You’re an indispensable chronicler not only of present-day Mexico (as, for instance, in your columns), but of past Mexico as well. Are you aware of that?’ To be the chronicler of a time we didn’t know is no mean feat, but in the hands of this author, where parallel worlds cross each other with such mastery and grace, we witness this miracle of sorts.

            I can’t think of any other author more deserving of the 2025 Inés Arredondo Award. Ana García Bergua is a writer utterly devoted to her calling, constant, critical and industrious, and in her impeccably crafted work I read, going back to the beginning of these words, not only the professional writer that she undoubtedly is, but, much more importantly, what I here call the “existential” writer, because it is through literature that she ponders on the mystery of existence.

            Let’s celebrate this award, which bears the name of another major Mexican author: Inés Arredondo; let us celebrate the recognition of a trajectory such as García Bergua’s in the silent and often arduous pursuit of the literary calling.

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Adriana Díaz-Enciso es poeta, narradora y traductora. Ha publicado las novelas La sedPuente del cieloOdio y Ciudad doliente de Dios, inspirada en los Poemas proféticos de William Blake; los libros de relatos Cuentos de fantasmas y otras mentiras y Con tu corazón y otros cuentos, y seis libros de poesía. Su más reciente publicación, Flint (una elegía y diario de sueños, escrita en inglés) puede encontrarse aquí.

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